Doors Opening When You Least Expect It
It's a beautiful Tuesday here in Toowoomba, and I'm feeling particularly reflective this morning. For nearly a decade, I've been creating art, pouring my soul onto canvas, paper and really anything I can put paint on, but always with a quiet, nagging doubt in the back of my mind. That little voice, the one that whispers "Are you really good enough, Sam?" Well, I'm thrilled to tell you that voice is finally being drowned out by a resounding chorus of "YES!"
Stepping Aside and Letting Art Lead
For too long, I was my own biggest obstacle. I'd create, I'd hone my craft, but when it came to truly putting myself out there, a fear of not being "enough" always seemed to hold me back. It’s a common story for many artists, I think. We pour so much of ourselves into our work, making it incredibly vulnerable to judgment. But recently, something shifted. Call it a decade of quietly chipping away at that self-doubt, or perhaps just a sudden surge of conviction, but I decided it was time to finally get out of my own way.
I made a conscious decision to trust in my ability and, more importantly, to trust in what my art can offer this world. It's not about perfection; it's about expression, connection, and the unique perspective I bring. And let me tell you, that decision has been nothing short of transformative.
The Unseen Hands That Lift Me Up
This journey of finally embracing my artistic path isn't one I've walked alone. Far from it. The truth is, I’m incredibly fortunate to be surrounded by an unwavering support system that has, perhaps without even fully realizing it, been gently nudging me towards this very moment.
My fiancé has been an absolute rock. His belief in me, even when my own wavered, has been a constant source of strength. He has been there for every triumph and every moment of creative block, always offering encouragement and a listening ear.
My amazing father-in-law has taught himself the intricate skill of framing artworks just to help me out!
And my friends and family! Who actively share my work, amplify my voice, and connect me with opportunities I might never have found on my own. Their enthusiasm is infectious and a constant reminder that my art resonates with people.
Doors Opening When You Least Expect It
It’s almost as if the universe was waiting for me to finally believe in myself. Since making that conscious decision to step aside from my own self-imposed limitations and truly trust that I am good enough, the opportunities have started to flow. Multiple new avenues have opened up, from exciting collaborations to new exhibition possibilities, and even unexpected commissions. It’s been exhilarating, and honestly, a little overwhelming in the best possible way.
It just goes to show that sometimes, the biggest hurdle isn't the skill or the talent, but the internal battle we wage with ourselves. If you're an artist, or really anyone pursuing a passion, and you're struggling with self-doubt, take it from me: find your support system, lean on them, and most importantly, trust in yourself. Your unique contribution is waiting to be shared.
What about you? Have you ever had a moment where you finally got out of your own way? I'd love to hear your stories in the comments below.
